Openness

I'm struggling and straining and pushing and reaching and worrying and working...and..and....

The one thing that I'm not doing is being open to the fact that all my answers are inside of me.  I try to work so hard to get "there".  When that doesn't happen, frankly, life sucks.  I don't enjoy what I'm doing. I don't like where I am.  I want to be anyone but me.

But what if all the answers are really there?  What the solutions to my problems are in me and all the "work" is just stopping me from seeing them? 

That means that I have to stop working so hard and start being open that I have the answers.

Being OPEN....novel concept.  Think I'm going to try that for awhile as all the "work" is really making me feel exhausted.